I really just don't know what to do anymore, I feel like im going insane. 10 POINTS LONG QUESTION!!!!!!!!!!!!?

This guy you are talking about is a LOSER to not realizee that you loved him so much when he had you, just get over him!!!!!!! also don't cut yourself its really bad for you and if it is scarring then you will probs become depressed because of a low self-esteem. i don't mean to be mean but dont take this personally okay??